Loneliness: the wretched merit

A state of mind whose only existence is memory.

Why was that?

Wonder why that one kid in your class,

Never had the courage to forget its past.

Sometimes,

You, yourself don't realise that you have been

Summoned by this dark yet contagious spirit,

Lonliness.

However, fitfully,

Some people are able to defeat this dark spirit.

While the others remain with their wretched merit.

I wouldn't say,

At all,

Being alone is the biggest mistake you could have made in your life.

But when are you gonna be you, in your afterlife?

In heaven, when you meet your ancestors and hear their once-lived philosophies.

And then at last when you are all jaded up and then start regretting

At that time, you would probably think to yourself

"oh almighty, if that day i would have picked up courage 

And defeat that evil spirit.

It was loneliness that completely sapped my enthusiasm.  

I wouldn't be here today,

 rather would be having children of my own

 with the love of my life,

To whom I was never known"