It all sounds so nice

Ajax (he/they)

It sometimes scares me

When I ask myself

“Do I tie the noose?”

“Or is it better to leave it loose?”

“Should I take my final breath?”

Too often, I think about death

When I’m on a rooftop,

“Will I fly if I drop?”

“Or will I crash into the ground?”

“With a sickening sort of crunchy sound.”

“If I slit my wrist,”

“Will the world fade out and turn to mist?”

“I could drown myself in a flash,”

“It’d be just like taking a bath.”

“I could… Take some pills and die alone!”

“In my room, in my home.”

It all sounds so nice to me,

Don’t you see?

  • Author: Ajax (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 30th, 2021 15:32
  • Comment from author about the poem: suicidal thoughts... yay-
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 43
  • Users favorite of this poem: depressionofbecca, FallenAngel1πŸ•Š.

Comments2

  • depressionofbecca

    So realatable.

  • FallenAngel1πŸ•Š

    I know all too well how it feels to have those thoughts. But I see,..I feel through your words you have a beautiful mind full of talent accompanied by a big heart with so much love to give. Thank you for having The courage to share these deep feelings,..their very touching and really pulled at my heartstrings🌟🌟🌟 That is the mark of a truly talented writer,to evoke emotion from the reader. Brovo! Now take a bow and shine bright🌟 P.s.your contribution to "If you had a time machine,..." was absolutely fantastic,thank you so much!πŸŒΉπŸ’žβœŒοΈπŸ•Š



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