It all sounds so nice

Ajax (he/xe)

It sometimes scares me

When I ask myself

“Do I tie the noose?”

“Or is it better to leave it loose?”

“Should I take my final breath?”

Too often, I think about death

When I’m on a rooftop,

“Will I fly if I drop?”

“Or will I crash into the ground?”

“With a sickening sort of crunchy sound.”

“If I slit my wrist,”

“Will the world fade out and turn to mist?”

“I could drown myself in a flash,”

“It’d be just like taking a bath.”

“I could… Take some pills and die alone!”

“In my room, in my home.”

It all sounds so nice to me,

Don’t you see?

  • Author: Ajax (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 30th, 2021 15:32
  • Comment from author about the poem: suicidal thoughts... yay-
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 43
  • Users favorite of this poem: depressionofbecca, FallenAngel1๐Ÿ•Š.
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Comments2

  • depressionofbecca

    So realatable.

  • FallenAngel1๐Ÿ•Š

    I know all too well how it feels to have those thoughts. But I see,..I feel through your words you have a beautiful mind full of talent accompanied by a big heart with so much love to give. Thank you for having The courage to share these deep feelings,..their very touching and really pulled at my heartstrings๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ That is the mark of a truly talented writer,to evoke emotion from the reader. Brovo! Now take a bow and shine bright๐ŸŒŸ P.s.your contribution to "If you had a time machine,..." was absolutely fantastic,thank you so much!๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’žโœŒ๏ธ๐Ÿ•Š



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