Within Me – 2

I was still mad at myself today,
and somehow...I felt a pull…
...a pull towards certain things
to help spread my wings.

When I looked deeper,
I realized that it is due to ‘Connections’;
The things that I have a very deep connection with;
Something that actually matter.

Whatever that I am feeling,
it is very internal
like...nothing external…
...nothing at all.

Well, if it is ‘connection’ in regards to people,
I don’t wanna go there,
I do not have much trust in that area yet;
About myself...I do...I care.

- Joker Wood