The Multiple sides of my purpose

The Multiple sides of my Purpose

My mom had many miscarriages, but May 1st 1975 I came into the world I joke that God was perfecting me. My purpose was starting, maybe to fulfill her dreams of becoming a mother and giving her something more maybe even saving her life. Just a couple days old and due to faulty fabric I fell out of a carrier and landed on my head within first 6 months of life I was in and out of oxygen tents because of pneumonia and bronchitis I am starting the purpose of being a fighter showing greater resistance. A young child into being a teenager had survived many accidents, car accidents one of which my mom hit a cow going 75 mph, almost drowned at a water park, and a freak snowstorm in July sent us into a guardrail on a bridge My head shattered the windshield. Maybe my purpose of surviving all this was to become a nanny for you,your sister, and  twin brothers maybe it was the break, calm a sense of comfort, peace at a time and place when you all needed it. Early twenties I blacked out during paper route stopped just before coming on to I-25 traffic. Years later I was rear-ended on I-25 from a woman doing 65 mph. A year later a blacked out and went through a chain link fence The car stopped with about a half an inch before the steel beam would have come through the windshield, maybe the purpose of my survivals was to be like a sister to you, to help you get through your postpartum depression, the death of your mama, and the reuniting of you and your dad. Life was harder than I could have bared, I wanted the pain to end I had a plan I was going to commit suicide mid plan a friend called me numerous times after ignoring the calls I answered, maybe my purpose was a lesson on listening when prompted by the spirit, praying for someone you might literally save their life this happened to me not only once but twice. God with a big bold sign said no your purpose isn't to die today. The roadmap of your journey that is so perfectly aligned its obvious for you architectural design,that leads to job and situations that will be essential and plant the seed for more branches of the multiple sides of my purpose, that you don't know fully the value just yet. Was diagnosed with an autoimmune disorder due to negligence of a doctor I was in crisis and honestly I thought I was going to die they called code blue, I was on a ventilator and was intubated in the ICU maybe my purpose was to be a need for my friend,  I told my friend I thought I was going to die she told me I knew you weren't going to, I asked how did she know she said because you promised me you'd be around as long as I needed you and I still need you. My 40th birthday came and went. Few months later was in a horrible auto accident that consisted of numerous flips and rollovers, within seconds of my accident a woman yelled out oh my god she's alive! In the emergency room the doctor said I was a miracle, maybe my purpose was to be their miracles to restore or give them faith, or the purpose to really celebrate life and all that comes with it. The reason I exist isn't just a singular purpose going in one direction an end mark in sight. We may not get to fully see the depth, rhyme,or reason and that's okay because then we would want to be in control.  Know that as long as you are alive you have purpose. So with gratitude, knowledge, and hope live everyday knowing that God has a great purpose for your existence