not the losng kind

I'm not the losing kind
I'm not the losing kind.
I'm about to lose my mind
You're always on my mind
Thoughts don't expire
Your face in my dreams I admire
You're still here
You didn't  leave me completely
You left me with thoughts of the things you taught me
Sometimes I feel you  haunt me
Like you're on my shoulder
Weight like a Boulder
I wish I could  thank you
For molding me into someone  like you
You were the perfect  man
I'll follow  your footsteps  as much as I can
I'll never live up to the height that I thought of you
You didn't  have to  guide me
But you never denied me
If you weren't still  here with me I'd miss you more
But you are still in my thoughts so hardcore
Ghosts keep me alive
Make me happy most of the time
Sometime they make me cry
Sometimes I just want to die
Just to see you one more time
Just to shake your hand again
Say I love you  old man
Then I hear your voice saying stop that  shit man
You'll see me in time so don't rush
Wipe your eyes and hush
My ghosts are my guides
Leading me from the other side.'m not the losing kind
I'm not the losing kind.