while i journey through my path i feel blind
as i walk with my shadow through life it seems fine
the joy of knowing who u are is worth more than a buzz
the ups in life seem more important than they ever was
downs are the usual schedule for most folks where im from
i continue to fall down more and more but i always run
trying to slow down my pace with this bewildered look on my face
in a place with no real finish line but we all race
we all wanna win somethin feels good when you can spend somethin
but at what cost when the cost of item to make took much of nothin
i ask myself everyday am i the right one to fight this
then i scuffle for the tobacco and weed to light it
my psyche is becoming more than what i see in current situations
and with the currents of the waves i see the ocean of life changin
people don't understand u they just assume with their own perception
lookin for a plan b in my life but not contraception
i conjured up my other self this is astral projection
im flying above who i am at the moment
im gaining momentum but im losing traction on this road
im building myself up physically but more focus on the physics of my soul
i see what i think i am but bothered from the outside world
i hide myself from myself but slowly my secrets unfurl
falling from myself constantly but trying to hang on
i open the door for opportunity but they dont stay long
is this anybody or am i alone with these words written
i said goodbye to today, man how the morning seems distant
what does tomorrow have in store for a indecisive soul
will there be sorrow, wishing i could borrow some joy i could hold
maybe for a little bit what is joy anyway can yall answer that
what if we only have joy temporarily forever could yall handle that
i guess its what were use to the unusual is now usual
we are all dancing together in life but there is no musical
no music is playing at all but we still get involved
we just go in circles to make the world revolve
lost souls and lost causes just because
or maybe a definitive "it is what it is"
is it really what it is or do we just up and give in
i wrote this longer to guide me and you to become stronger
my thoughts linger on this page to strengthen me to be more humble
Discovering myself more realizing my inner me
oblivious in my remote location but channeling my energy
not doubting the inevitable but more so to not stress and let it go
completing my seasons not fast forwarding my episodes
i love you momma and i miss you wishing you was here i would kiss you
needing words of encouragement and some uplifting
i know you hear me my physical is to much to stand at times but i know you stand with me
i could of wrote this on a plane i could of manifested this on a train
could of wrote this in a park with moonlight or jotted it down in the rain
i just wanna stay sane i ask the higher power for higher power
for my mental to get through anything and not let let downs devour
im losing time as im lost in these 24 hours
i never needed you to understand i never beg for a helping hand
i just wanted the knowledge of if i fall i would have somewhere to land
i guess i will land on my own accord is this perception once again
high in the clouds with these vowels but can i be blunt again
reluctant to absorb energy from others who are unconscious
but somehow fortified with instructions from my subconscious
how will my book end god i wish it was fair to ask
i know my life was already written for me im just trying to fill in the paragraphs
and the chapters that repeat themselves constantly
and try to live my life with rapture dominantly
continuously searching for the pattern in this merry go
wrapped up in such and such while doing so and so
while exerting my beliefs in a climate thats unbelievable
did you feel that one are you introverted with a voice to be heard
are we part of this melting pot just waiting to be stirred
- Author: th3rdeye ( Offline)
- Published: December 30th, 2021 23:04
- Comment from author about the poem: Another chapter to my book of life
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