Why go back

Why go back?
Out of my powers!
I did love you
Felt so weird because I had no one to love me
Every time I saw you smile, it felt heavenly.

Losing my balance not knowing where my heart real lies
Becoming flawless like flowers, their beauty depending on seasons,
Yet attractive to the eyes of many but it eventual dies
Making me conceive that we only have two things that never come back in life
In my case it’s you and time, whenever I’m with you seconds turns to hours,
I wish I was more open with you and just let my heart speak for itself,
You always were my rose in the forbidden soil where Rosses never grow
But now all that is gone please tell me,
“Why go back”?
PS I still love you