Feeling Numb

I'm totally numb I feel nothing inside, the love I use to have is gone, it shows now on the outside.

It took me awhile to get to the point of where I'm at, now I'm only thinking of myself, you can call me a selfish brat.

I got so tired of being used and emotionally abused, I am now standing up for myself I'm sick of it the careless acts I refuse.

You ever wonder why people turn good to bad?It's because they loved the wrong person that treated them like crap, all they ever did was make them sad.

People don't know what's good until its gone, well for the ones like me once you had enough, that's on you and hell no I'm not wrong.

You were once my antidote I craved you like strawberries, I let you taste my cherry you couldn't get enough it drove your mind crazy.

Something so irresistable and passionate is all I look forward too, for love to be pure and real til the day I say I do.

Until that day comes I refuse to feel anything inside of me, it will take effort pursue me, my heart is beautiful,  but only the God chosen one will see....