Anonymous Scribbles (1)

let you be not touched by my thoughts

which have no cause of their existence
may you not feel my heart
         but a wish you still feel its beats

as for me

let me be to myself all alone
         if you ever manage to escape my thoughts

let the smiles be filled with tears
        a tired and well known effort to hide
             out of control thoughts

       seeping out of my earthly mind

moments once so cherished with passions
      flash by the weakening vision
sprinkles of touch and glitters of smiles
      appearing of no reason
rippling around the mind echoing in painful trenches
know not why

     the memories still roll on and on
why the mind fails to erase your senses

     clinging to my mind

the waves broken by weakening breezes
with wishes far from the limits of the world around