Jamie Stewart

Wasted

I lived happly after once
My childhood

 

Everything was so innocent
Living the life without meanings

 

After that

Time just passed

 

I learnt some new words
Greed, pride and more

 

Nothing stayed the same since then
Still tried to live in on my line

 

Altought the observation was afflicting
I had hope for better days

 

I gave promises to myself
Promises which could not intend

 

I tried to care
Tried to love

 

But how can you love the sky 
When you don't have your eyes

 

I was blind
I wasn't able to see things

 

I tried more
But since that seeking

 

I have lost something very important
I broke one heart

 

With the burden trying to survive
It is to heavy now

 

I realise that
When you love someone more than yourself

 

The word called 'sacrifice'
Doesn't mean anything

 

I would give anything 
To get what I deserve

 

Where is the light?
Where is the hope?

 

Abandoned long ago
Now all I can do is waiting

 

Waiting for that day 
That I can survive

 

Survive all this madness

I wasted a dream and life.

Comments2

  • L. B. Mek

    such an emotive write,
    thanks for sharing

  • LIVIA MILVUS

    Beautiful and heart touching words๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ˜Š



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