-The love you had for me was none

As soon as my mom closed the door, I started thinking .

I could not handle my deep thoughts so I started weeping.

Found myself crying , what an awful feeling .

Till this day ..Till which day will my heart stop bleeding ?

Why?...

Why does it have to be me ?

Is it because of my past doings?

Is it because I once played with peoples feelings?

I regret it because now I feel ruined.

I would go down on my knees and pray

Pray that things go my way

Pray that I wake up “OKAY”

Pray that everything will change , One day.

Are you amused by what you have done?

Abused my emotions, glad you had your fun.

“You killed me”.. go ahead and grab your gun.

And place it on my head again , to show me .... To show me that ,the love you had for me was “None”