Eternity of Lies

I stay up every night,
Constantly telling myself I’m alright,
I really hope you know how hard I tried,
I want all the tears back that I cried

You used to fill me with cheer,
But now I’m overwhelmed by fear,
I don’t want to be alone,
You were the only place that felt like home

I remember crying asking you to never leave me,
And you told me you’d be here for an eternity,
All of our lows were overshadowed by the highs,
But it turns out it was just an eternity of lies