The Birth Of Josephine)A tell all tale of how it all started,..out of distraction & Infatuation)

I've tried many times over the years to put it all into perspective,to try and find the words to explain. But to do so,one must first know what it is,that is happening. And I've never been sure. All I know for sure is when,why and how it all started. I was one of those little kids you'd have to keep a close eye on when large breasted women in tube tops were within my short but steadily growing reach,..no straps,made for easy prey.

As I grew up,my marvellous wonder of womens breasts also grew,..into infatuation. This is not when it all started,but I'm pretty sure my above statement plays a significant roll. I'd have to say it started for 2 reasons at age 31. Reason 1-My determination to find a distraction from the fact my mother had just been diagnosed with cancer and given approximately 1 year. The doctors were quite close with they're estimate.

I spent every second I could with her of course,and as hard as it was to see her loose her beautiful golden locks of hair,and her health deteriorate,I'd never take back one single fraction of a second. So by day,I'm spending as much time as I can with my mom,but what to do by night? When you can't sleep? My mom is staying with her man so she'll never have to be alone. I live alone.

Reason 2-My infatuation along with my need for distraction throughout the sleepless nights. How can I make fake,but very realistic boobs? Water balloons? No good. Water condoms? Pretty damn realistic in my humble opinion,and my idea for nipples works like a charm,but they're not very durable. I need them at my every beckon call. Chest hair is like razor blades,I start shaving very thoroughly and even though it works,they sometimes and eventually do break without any warning whatsoever. I make due. I have to keep this nightly distraction going for some time to come. I live alone,..with no cable tv.

From here,I'll let you use your imagination,but don't be thinking this is the birth of Josephine,..as she is yet to be born. Pt.2 coming within the next day or 2. W.J.G.🕊