Mind is a mess
And it's ridiculous, I confess
It's taken over my brain
Feeling horrendous and almost insane
Why can't I control it, I wonder
It's frightening me like a child scared of thunder
I blame myself for not overcoming this faster
It's as if i can hear the devil's laughter
"Oh you're such a weak human"
" I got you under my spell and made you a lunatic woman"
"You can't escape me, there's no where to run"
"There's no way I'm letting you ruin my ultimate fun"
"I'm the devil, to your God I swear"
"I shall make you live in hell and despair"
I cautiously listen then reply
But not before I dry my tears and let out a sigh
"I'm the human, to my God I swear"
"This fight is to you unfair"
"If you're powerful, He's the almighty"
"His light is all bright and shiny"
"If you're sleazy and deceitful"
"He's the Protector and Merciful"
"He will always have my back"
"He will make me strong enough to fight back"
"so I dare you, bring on the heat!"
"Go ahead and have a seat"
"Final warning, beware, I'm letting you know"
"I'll be the one who will sit back and enjoy the show"
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Author:
Nour (
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- Comment from author about the poem: I suffer from Anxiety and Depression. Some days it gets very bad and affects my concentration. I wrote this poem one day when i was desperately trying to concentrate on studying but with no use. It was as if i heard the conversation running in my head then wrote it down. I started feeling better afterwards and moved on with my day. I really hope it could help any of you as well.
- Category: Spiritual
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Comments2
Glad you wrote it down, and it helped in the process. I think we've all got that little voice of doom and gloom. Sometimes I can laugh at it, and sometimes it laughs back. Good times around the bend, me thinks for you.
It's scary,I tell myself shit like that sometimes,or have really bad and wierd thoughts,..it stuns me for a minute or 2,like I just go into a daze...it's wierd and scary😢🤗🕊
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