What happened to this?

Hey babygirl I know your not going to see this until the morning but I just really started missing you so I just wanted to tell you that I believe in you with every part of my being I really do believe that we can make it our entire lives together. I just really feel like you are the one for me with the way you make me feel with the way you treat me like a baby when I need babied the way I can be myself with you the way that you put up with how obsessed I am and so so much more you do for me. Thank you for everything you do for me I really can’t say it enough thank you for making me smile thank you for being there when I need you thank you for showing me just how much you love me I can’t get enough of it. I completely believe you when you tell me that you love me and that’s never going to change, I know you’d never hurt me like that. I know through everything we will make it through together. And I know all this stuff sounds so basic and cringy but I don’t care it’s really how I feel. I love the way how I miss you when you don’t text me after a long time, I love the feeling I get when we are talking about our future together, I love the way you baby me and let me be myself (which for you is an absolute child), I love how much we talk everyday, I love how easily I can talk to you about anything no matter how dumb or stupid. I love to think about our passed events together and how much we have been through and where we are today. I love how you were my first love and how your going to be my last. I can’t wait to make so many more memories with you. As much as I hate school you make it so I want summer to end just so I can see you everyday, I wish you could just drive yourself over here already so I can see you and keep you all to myself, I can’t wait for the day where I can just roll over and open my eyes after a good night sleep and see my beautiful girl right beside me. I really hope I can see you soon I’ve really been wanting your cuddles lately your hoodie isn’t cutting it anymore I need the real thing, I want to be able to look into your dark beautiful eyes and get lost in them, I want to be able to to cling onto you tight, I want to be able to lay my head on your stomach while you play in my hair, I want to be able to nuzzle my head into your chest and be the biggest baby ever, I want to be able to kiss your soft lips. I love how your all mine and sometimes yeah I do get jealous and I worry about that your going to find someone better or who can give you want you need more and leave me especially with all the guys you hang out with and talk about, but you quickly put that to rest showing me so much love that no matter how much I tried I couldn’t deny it. Also want to mention this is the first time I’ve ever taken this much time to do this for another person just you make me want to and yeah it might be a bit obsessive but I don’t care I miss you and want to tell you just how I feel 😤. I hate whenever you busy and I know you have your own life an all and I’m just being clingy but I really wish sometimes we could just spend the entire day together talking with no interruptions. I love how I’m comfortable with you, most the time I’m very closed off with people but you make it so easy for me to just say whatever is on my mind at whatever time. You give me something I want to protect with my life something that I’d give up almost anything for, someone who makes me want to be better, someone I want to make proud. I like how mature you are and I know that sounds counterproductive to one of the last points but I find it really attractive that I won’t have to worry about your future because I really believe your going to be a successful adult and nothing would make me happier but too see that through. I love how you always make time for me even when I’m busy I’ll know if I ever really need you, you will be there. I love how easily I can imagine you right beside me at almost any situation. I love how you make an effort for me, I love how you care about me above yourself. To me you are amazing babygirl and I hope this makes you see that I hope you have a good day my love 😘❤️