Hidden door

I am walking
Step by step
Walking on hope
It flows
From warm to cold and cold to warm
Like fog
A surprise every time 
The only thing that i see is white
A room with hopefully a hidden door

Calling a name every few minutes
Hoping on a reply
I don't want the current me
I want my other half too
But still waiting
A call to the void
A void with mysteries and rumors

I touch the wall
But suddenly i see a wall further
This one disappeared
Every time again it goes away and a new one starts
An endless cycle with luckily an end
I hope so

Infinity can't stop me
From walking further to the new walls
Hoping on a door in the wall
With my otherside behind it
A new opportunity with the price of aging

Even dead can't stop me
From walking to new opportunities
To see my other half
No meaning without it

One day I will find it
This door
Beautiful decorated 
A portal to heaven
A smile that will appear 
And a lot of hugs
The start of a new beginning