Oh Fuck, Oh Fuck, Oh Fuck...

Oh Fuck I'm stuck, Back into that rut...

I've been reeled in again...

How do I not this this coming when I'm constantly running...?

Oh Fuck now what do I do...?

Cant believe I'm back here looking at you,

You've reeled me in again as you always do & has always I ask questions of you,

because I'm so confused & angry too...

No for a change not at you, I'm angry at me for letting you hook me back in...

It's so draining always complaining,

I'm so annoyed at me,

So angry with myself because I never seem to leave,

achieve what I need & want to do...

And that is say goodbye to you...

So why do I keep taking this crap & keep coming back...?

Quickly forgetting all that you do just for a split second you show me the man I knew...

& then bang there goes you, right back to doing what you do with me standing one again right in front of you...

Oh Fuck, I'm back again,

There's something seriously wrong I cant pretend...

The problem lies with me I'm beginning to see...

But still no action or follow though from me...

A fish in the sea would be long gone & free...

So what the hell is wrong with me...?

It doesn't matter who you are or how you treat me anymore because I'm the door matt that keeps lying on the floor over & over again for you...

I'm so determined, so sure, you wont see me no more,

But no sooner do I speak & walk out that door before I know it I'm back once more...

Its been going on for years, I've tasted so many tears...

You fulfilled all my fears...

I've wasted so many years...

Oh Fuck that's nothing new,

Oh Fuck I'm stuck once again here with you...

Feeling worthless & ashamed that I'm back in your bed...

Taking gods name in vain, Will I always be the same...?

Stuck in this rut, Bad vibes in my gut...

Crying, angry all the same over & over the same fucking game...

Oh Fuck, Oh Fuck, Oh Fuck And Oh Fuck again