An Illusion

Sitting on my table,
Playing with a marble.
I need to write something,
But my brain got nothing.

I opened my laptop,
Because I want this to stop.
Need to bury myself with work,
'Cause I know its not gonna work.

I tried so hard to forget
Something I can't get.
Because to have you is a dream,
I should wake myself and scream.

But what can I do?
If my heart is missing you.
This is an illusion,
And I don't have a solution.