WHILE I THOUGHT

WHILE I THOUGHT 

I made you mine before we talked,
Knew your name and that was it.
I called you mine,
I never asked if with you it was fine.

I always avoided to face the truth, 
To dance to the music.
When the moment of truth came,
There I was, gone to hide.

I gave you to myself,
Not realizing, you weren't mine to give.
You were there as a friend,
Yet, a wife in my head.

Now they have taken you from my arms,
It happened infront of my eyes.
What could I do other than speculate,
About what I should have done.

I am left hanging on to moments we shared,
Times I thought you cared.
Or maybe you did, It was me who was scared.
I should have told you, how I wished you were mine,
Now it's too late, it took him only a day
While I awaited a millennium to make "us" real.

 Ohh I thought there was us,
While it was just you and me~ friends.
Come to think of it, I could have asked.

I am Mdue (the rising star)