lost in myself

I miss the guilt free nights

Where I didn't lie up

Unable to find enough peace

To slip into any meaningful sleep

My hands are too full

Of the mistakes

I cannot let go of

I am plagued by my thoughts

They have become a roadblock

In my journey to find myself

I have had to realize

If I am looking for myself

I have to accept that

I have lost myself

Or whoever I once thought I was

But still I cannot

Make it any further

than this

 

t.b.