Right Person Wrong Body

I look in the mirror and the person that I see, is not me

who is this girl looking at me

her face looks like my face but everything is in the wrong place

feminine features and small muscular body

small hands and tiny waist

I don't know how much more I can take

wrong body, wrong face

I feel misplaced

it's worse than being in a crowd with social anxiety

several breakdowns and I question, why me

why was I born in this shell of a female

I am ready to molt, to soar 

who is this girl looking back at me

I try to run from her but she is always there

always the same glare

when will I wake from this horrible nightmare