Broken Win

Feeling rage,

Never calm,

You walk straight into this storm.

With desire you ignite it,

You want to break it.

Blinded by revenge,

You went way to far out of your range.

Eyes glowing red,

Can’t see through it.

Soul on fire burning mad,

Can’t seem to calm it.

Throwing punches with your words.

Getting madder with each word.

Learning to love this killing sword.

Knife cutting words out of your mouth.

Hearing your evil laugh.

You know it’s wrong.

Your everything but not a part of this storm.

Emotions being to strong,

You can’t control.

You loose your peaceful role.

Tears building up.

Everything is falling apart.

Even you are breaking in your heart.

Not only you hurt this person but yourself.

You lost being in this range.

You lost by feeling what was strange.

Panik rising in this moment when it’s gone.

Knees touching the cold ground.

Don’t let it get to you this strong.

Breath,

Stay calm!

Loosing, you won…

Won by taking in bad energy.

Won wanting to show bravery.

Won by loosing yourself,

What’s left are dark shattered pieces.

Winning, you lost…

Lost by hurting someone who’s already hurt,

Sending both of you to heavens court.

Lost by showing rage and hate,

Choosing the wrong fate.

Lost by making you the target,

Knowing he will use it and get rewarded.

But just wait and see,

Don’t go there to flee.

Don’t let emotions control you and put you deep into a raging sea.

Don’t give up on your peaceful way.

Go there to your bay.

Don’t get ahold of him.

Not worth sinking into this eating hymn.

You’ll win by letting go,

Find yourself again in a sparkling flow.

You’ll be gone,

She’ll see his manipulative shell and leave for a beautiful dawn.