Lost in lust 

Lost in lust 

It was just lust, I know
sweat and madness,
a heat of moment 
a primal needs,
a humanly creed.
But can you blame me?
asking for something that's seems impossible.
Hoping for lust to become trust, passion and love.
To see me not an object but a  a body with soul
disregarded in shame and nastiness.
Maybe I should stop
Maybe I should end it soon
Maybe I'm just a fool
waiting for a change or perhaps a miracle.
Yet I cant and I don't want
cause I love him and I'll wait, for a while
and I think a part of me will always wait for him
for him to start to feel
till I know it's real.