in love with me

poetica

I pass the mirror avoiding my reflection 

afraid of what I’ll see 

When I catch a glimpse, it’s not who I hoped it’d be

I stop here and there just to be my own critique 

Pointing out the things I wish I could change

& wishing I was staring back at the woman I hoped to see.

See… One day.. I stopped and stared into my eyes and saw within that woman I’ve longed to be.

Silly me, critiquing this flawless being who stood right before me.

I start to look back and wonder…

Had I looked sooner, would she had loved me for me?

The neglect I fed her mind, body and spirit. 

Would she be forgiving of my perception? 

How spiteful I was being 

this beautiful creation that stood before me. 

She was always deserving of the things I wish I could be. 

How couldn’t I see 

She is a light with force

Who applies pressure in every situation she’s put in

The universe’s beautiful creation

Woman.

  • Author: poetica (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 6th, 2022 01:35
  • Comment from author about the poem: I wrote this from my heart. I had struggled for many years to love my vessel of love. I know I'm not alone, so this is for all beautiful beings who struggle or have. with love, poetica
  • Category: Forgiveness
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Comments1

  • Palebluecardigan

    I relate to this wonderful poem! I was so afraid of my reflection for so many years, I'm lucky to say I have come to terms with myself. Regardless, amazing poem and a way to express your struggles, sending my love!

    • poetica

      appreciate the love!



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