a little metal click, a connection
then separation, subsistence
the utensils jangle in drawers in the kitchen
little songs are sung as long as you listen
under heavy breathes from the cook, they scurry
i hear toe taps, footsteps, a calm then a hurry
little tiny movements, like the ones i strain for
because when i got up today my legs were sore
they gave out under me and i collapsed
like bones and blood all in a burlap sack
so i sit in my bed, cold and stinging
my chest pain shooting, my ears ringing
i feel like a yacht’s anchor,
holding down a fishing boat
i’m interrupted in my anger,
thinking of dreaming instead of sleeping
my meal is given to me to be eaten
but i haven’t had a morsel in days
and my dehydration dries my eyes ooze
clouding my view of my platter of food
i dilute my soup with salty tears,
rolling off my nose
my mother's cooking in front of me grows cold
even toast, it’s a shame to waste
along with my body, my frame, and my entire headspace
- Author: jake (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: March 15th, 2022 00:55
- Comment from author about the poem: been feeling sick
- Category: Reflection
- Views: 93
Comments1
get well soon, dear poet
(wonderful imagery and great utilisation of metaphor
to reinforce the helpless, infuriated states
depicted in your poetic voice)
Thank you L.B. for reading this and all the other works you share your voice on. I have been struggling recently but finding my solace in songs and poems. I'll keep writing ill, ha!
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