Mine unending nightmare with crippling generalized anxiety

Triggered to skyhigh elevated state

when I received communiqué

courtesy management warden

christened and otherwise

known as Jackie Geiger

dated March 9, 2022.

 

She averred fruit fly infestation

constituted lease violation,

which could spell eviction

since said issue involving

Drosophila melanogaster

necessitated costly

exterminator intervention

subsequently delivered resultant
severe savage psychological strafing

 

regular panic attacks (analogous

to EF5 tornadoes

the highest category

on Enhanced Fujita Scale)

unleashed with punishing

alimentary canal winds

i.e. lower gastrointestinal expulsions,
which prescription medication

ineffective to subdue.

 

Suddenly relatively short lived respite

abruptly ended moderate freedom

feeling diabolically tortured

returned with a vengeance

measuring reprieve in months

and years removed

when body electric

felt tortured reverberated, and quaked
with repercussions...tattooing, piercing,
ensnaring... drubbing drum beat indelibly

'pon psyche NON MEMORABLE years
gone bye felled psyche with incorporation,
viz alphabet facebook, poetrysoup of
physiological symptoms i.e. clammy

palms, heart palpitation, irritable bowel
syndrome, nausea, vertigo,

et cetera (aside
from above, I felt great)

erupted bitta bing,
bitta band tore rent cleaving, coping and

 

crimping Master scribe

harnesses words as
Zeus employs thunder
forcefully endearing themselves like Dasher,
Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, Comet, Cupid,
Donner and Blitzen) hopscotching
(hither and yon,

to and fro) from one
University to another

well nigh, particularly

when paying a visit

to college cafeterias,
(an unpleasant effect

 

explaining abrupt termination
umpteen post

high school institutions,
I matriculated), especially

when hungry hordes
(like angry twittering birds,

long fostered century21
apes, or madding crowds

of students rushing

to lunch line for their seconds

analogous to swelling sea of
crusaders of yore - practically

stampeding their way

clamoring to be fed sustenance
or spiritual succor respectively,

but no sooner did this then

rather bony gluteus maximus
became situated at table

(often whereby quick

exit could be made

 

in predictable panic stricken
outcome pierced and

hammered me with gut
wrenching mental agony),

the medley of organic
constriction of throat

re: named asphyxiation,

furiously pounding

ma poor heart, churning
out hormonal adrenaline.