Hypocrite

I'm just not gonna wait
Till you nod and say ok
Not gonna pretend
I don't black out everyday
Wearing my bloody sleeves
Just so you can see
You kill the human in me
Cause my words are like daggers
When I walk I can only trip
Choice is less than better
It doesn't exist
I beg you to not make me hate you
How loud can I scream
How deep can I sink
Before you realise what you did
Lying to my face so indifferently
I fell in the web
It was glittering
I'm the biggest hypocrite
For not seeing the truth as it is.