I've Fallen Too Hard

You're not here - 

You haven't been the past three days - 

And my heart feels broken 

I have no motivation left, 

No sense of why I should continue 

Why I should try 

Why I should care 

Because you're not here 

And it hurts like hell, how much I miss you -

It's not fair

I shouldn't have fallen this far and as hard as I did

I shouldn't be affected so much by the loss of your presence - 

Even my body feels affected by your absence;

First it was my head 

Then my black clouds and drenching rain emotions 

Now my body feels dead, 

I feel dead. 

I have no more feeling

How can one be so developed in someone? 

You're not here, 

And I don't have anybody else I enjoy the presence of

I'm alone. 

I wish I could call out to you

I wish I could finally see you 

I wish I could take away your pain and whatever's wrong,

But, 

Sometimes, 

Wishes just don't come true.