‘Her’

‘Her’

One day I thought this would all be done,

I never thought it would go on this long,

I found myself thinking of nothing but you,

you’re evil,

you’re coward,

you’re nasty,

you’re truth,

I can’t pull myself away from your words,

they plague me,

they save me,

they break me,

they hurt,

But like always I’m sat here still thinking of you,

you’re evil,

you’re nasty,

you’re coward,

your truth,

the numbers they haunt me,

the voices do too,

The feelings,

the thoughts,

the behaviours from you,

you can leave me alone now,

I have know more to give,

you did it,

you cracked me,

you did,

You did.

Here I stare in the mirror while doing my hair,

but as always I hear every word you share,

your screaming,

your voice,

your anger,

your tone,

I just so wish you would leave me alone,

Be quiet please now,

I beg of you this,

there’s only so much I can take of your diss.

Sometimes I hope the end is near,

but as always you grip me right by my ear, you whisper your words of pure magic and evil,

while I sit there just staring at nothing but my table,

my plate is empty,

my cutlery clean,

and as always again you scream and you scream,

It’s never good enough for you,

Or will it ever be,

but I still hold Hope that I can find the old ME.