the lies that you told me

i’m feeling obfuscated

i’m starting to feel anxious

i’m feeling sad and tears are being shredded 

for every lie that i chose to believe 

we only live the same day once ,

the first thing that u said and the last,

the last thing that you said is the first thing that i remember

it haunts me, it hurts me

i tried to make it ok, to enjoy it,

but it seams to me that only i was the one wanting it

thank you for your effort but i resent you for your lies

i ask to whoever is listening,

i beg , stop giving me hope when there’s none,

it hurts me more having hope for something that can’t happen