I’M HURT, CONFUSED AND FILLED WITH SO MUCH PAIN
I HONSETLY DON’T KNOW IF I’LL EVEN LOVE AGAIN
I GAVE IT MY ALL, PUT MY HEART IN YOUR HANDS
NOW I’M LEFT STUCK DROWING IN QUICKSAND.
I CAN’T ESCAPE THE HOLLOWNESS I FEEL IN MY SOUL
IT SURROUNDS ME AND MY HEAR IS GROWING COLD
I OPENED MYSELF UP, CONVINCED IT WAS WORTH IT
NOW I’M LEFT ALL ALONE, BY MYSELF, JUST HURTING
I DON’T KNOW WHERE TO GO FROM HERE
I TRAPPED WITHIN MYSELF SURROUNDED BY FEAR.
I’M TRAPPED IN A SPRIAL, IT’S ONLY GOING DOWNWARD
AND I HAVE NO WAY OF MOVING FORWARD.
I CAN’T HANDLE IT, I WASN’T PREPARED FOR THIS
IT HURTS SO MUCH, AND ALL I FEEL IS AGUISH
THE KNIFE HAS BEEN TWISTED; THE BULLET HAS BEEN SHOT
TIME HAS RUN OUT, THERE’S NO MORE SECONDS ON THE CLOCK
I’M HURT, CONFUSED AND FILLED WITH SO MUCH PAIN
I HONESTLY DON’T KNOW IF I’LL EVER LOVE AGAIN.
- Author: MJC❤️❤️❤️ (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: April 1st, 2022 22:43
- Comment from author about the poem: I wrote this poem over ten years ago and at the time I truly felt like my heart had been ripped out. I was 16 and I had never experienced emotions this deep.
- Category: Love
- Views: 31
Comments1
I wrote many poems after my mom passed in 2003. I developed a fear of getting too close to people for fear of loosing them. I didn’t think I’d ever be able to love again. I too was not prepared even though the doctor who diagnosed her with cancer gave her a year to live. I was in denial. It’s been a long time for both of us. I hope you’ve come around as I have. Cheers🥂🌹🕊😊
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