Still waiting

The first time I heard your voice,God said to me this is your husband.I threw the phone across the room and said I never met him before I don't understand?

I was shocked and confused at the same time,but one thing for sure was God said you were my husband so it doesn't matter because if he said it,your mine.

You sang to me the song "I feel like I walked Out of heaven"by Jagged Edge",your voice took my breath away.I was so into how good it sounded,I was loss for words on what to say.

You were the perfect man I felt so lucky to have a talented man that could sing,write,play drums and make beats.Our bodies were made for each other,especially between the sheets.

Our souls connected on a level that's is barely rare these days,we were lucky to have it.We connected spiritually,our hearts together was a perfect fit.

You asked my mother approval to marry me when asked I was shy,but I said "YES"!That's when everything changed your producer put thoughts in your head to make you later guess.

You started doing drugs,was in the streets,even cheating became a all time thing.You strayed away from me,I was no longer a priority,you forgot all about the engagement rings.

After four years of constant hurt and pain,you broke me into pieces it was in the public eye and that you knew.Crazy thing is eights years later,I still think of you.

God makes no mistakes you may not have been ready when he called you to be with me during that season in your life,but when God speak you must obey,therefore I'm still waiting to be your wife...