I built my world around you...
The only bond by blood left for me to love was you...
I don't know when it was you gave up on me, faded is that bond that was once held so tightly...
I don't know when that faded for you, For me its just recently...
Muggy is now what you've become to me...
And in all honesty I've had just about enough of you being so fucking angry directing it all at me...
I've been there for you life long, I've stepped up, backing you in everyway, even though you've never done the same...
Not because I had to, just out of sheer love unconditionally for my little brother I thought I knew...
But dogging me is all you do, along side with the slaps you've to given me...
You bang on my door, come to vent once more loud & angrily...
And vent is all you do... Then leave when your though... There's not even how are you...?
I didn't mind at first, I'm your sister that's what I'm here for...
But now its becoming draining listening all the time to your negativity...
It's like your losing a piece of the man you use to be...
The good side of your personality seems to be staying in the back ground no matter what I say you never listen to me...
Binging yourself up constantly about the kind of man you say you are...
I don't see my brother no more...
All I see is your ego taking the stage, trying to score with nothing that's nice to say no more...
Actually you've become quite nasty & mean...
Dogging everyone including me...
A family trait that I don't want in my world, net alone in my company...
A trait I've been running so far from because that's not the one for me...
My brother whom I use to admire & adore,
I don't want to be around you no more...
So please stay away from me & my front door...
Brother, you are no more...
- Author: JaimeLeigh m=Mead (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: April 7th, 2022 11:26
- Category: Family
- Views: 9
Comments1
well expressed and despite the sadness in its substance, it is also liberating to remove chaos from our lives even when its family, Dahlia
Very true, Thank you
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