Afraid To Fall

This feeling inside your chest,

You feel it every time without rest.

Sometimes more, sometimes less.

Inside of you there’s this calmless mess.

All this feelings floating free,

See the good ones begin to flee…

All the bad ones getting to your head,

Fail trying to fight, only getting mad.

You wanna die but you need to be there for them…

You’re on your own,

They try but don’t understand leaving you alone.

All these voices make loud noises.

Can’t you see it’s too much, all pointless?

On your own, you’ll never win.

You want to get help in the end of your sin.

It tears you apart,

One happy, one sad part.

Only the endless suppressing wall stays forever,

Making the horizon getting further apart, it’s not better.

Never will,

Its the end, all is still.

Nothing moves,

Falling on your knees , you loose  

All these emotions you tried to hide,

Everyone can see,

It’s not shameful, be proud.

Proud, you don’t step in your self made grave.

Proud, you decided to get help.

Proud, you don’t hide your emotions, be brave.

You can do it,

Stand up tall,

Speak your words, not afraid to fall.

Let them think what they want, do not fall.

Be yourself, you’re too good-hearted, do not fall.

Believe in you, just like these four do.

Do not be ashamed of you,

A thousand breakdowns, you couldn’t break.

But you’re still here and have all you need.

Stand up tall and be near,

Fight this fight,

Don’t give up my dear!