Agonizing contriteness fashions lugubriousness

Solitude breeds malignant nemesis
couched as woe seated heavily
within mine angst
riddled quavering psyche

blinding clairvoyance
debilitates enthusiastic frequency
wavelengths propagate unfounded
probable future destitution

predicated upon intractable lifetime mired
within groveling penuriousness
"dirt poor" accursed fate
pervaded plentiful not ready
for prime time playing years
repercussions long fostered anguish,
when offspring begot
(particularly the whip smart eldest)

she jockeyed herself as winner
with good n plenti horsesense
chomped at the bit, albeit figuratively,
when aforementioned progeny
attained age of awareness
underscored by livingsocial
in the horn of plenty
regarding estates generally

dripping exuberant wealth,
where plush domiciles within MainLine

accentuated luckless financial pitfall,
asper yours truly afflicted mental illness

mine generalized anxiety, panic,
obsessive compulsive disorder...

ascribed to existence squandered,

nee imprisoned impenetrable prison

found me captive undermining
ordinary healthy development
sabotaging approximately five decades
constituting better part sans mein kampf,
which total three plus score orbitz,
yet far and away psychologically afflicted
nsync and linkedin with

emotional, mental, and social trauma

(learning difficulty compounded

dilemma repercussions extant today),

now healthily sublimated,
courtesy painful pubescent exhumation
poetry metier write
cathartic, holistic, narcotic...

plus weekly therapy sessions
also exercise in toto with meditation

supplements summoning forth

inner Wizard of Oz
to traverse cratered abysmal pits

gingerly sidestepping death traps
awash with skeletal wreckage

indelible scars perforating
air supply condemning me
aging baby boomer nsync

lead zeppelin plunges
corporeal essence gripped

stranglehold asphyxiates

sputtering torturous undulations

irrepressibly avast impossible mission
livingsocial counter intuitive

rather hermetically sealed simian
accustomed himself being alone.