When you left I had drowned in emotion.
I lost myself in what I refused to feel.
I refused to accept the ending.
I worked too hard to avoid it.
I lost myself in what was never said.
There was never a definite end.
I thought it was a see you later.
Not a goodbye forever.
Am I a masochist for still having hope?
Am I delusional for believing it’s a see you later.
The years are tallying up against my hope.
The years are making my heart bleed.
The years are turning my tear drops into oceans,
The years are making my days winter cold.
The years are turning me away from the sun rays kisses.
The years are turning my crimson heart the color of coal.
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Destiny\'s Perspective (Pseudonym) (
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Aw destiny this is so sad, and definitely not worth your tears, anyone like that doesn't deserve a beautiful woman like you, someone will come along that deserves your love and tears, I believe it,chin up girl, you'll be pleasantly surprised by how this will happen, I was
Thanks! I hope so. I just wish I knew how to let go.
Trust in God, and you will when the time is right
Thank you for your wise advice!
Sad writing but nicely expressed )) maybe this person will come back to you .. if it’s meant ti be then they will )) sorry you miss this person
Thank you! It hurts but I am trying to move forward. Poetry has really helped and meditation.
I understand )) maybe you could ask your angels to try and help you . Do you believe in angels ?
Yes I believe in angels. The arch angels I can't remember all of the names right now lol! I own a necklace with their names on it and sometimes when I am feeling down I wear it around my neck. It makes me feel safe.
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