When I feel weak
I lie awake and just breathe.
I worry about my 3 AM thoughts
They bother me all day,
Got torture on my mind, but nothing to say.
These miseries..this pain,
Has put me to shame.
Why take me for a jolly round?
when you know I’m always your background !
I know my life, I know what’s right
So what’s the use of this pointless fight !
I wanna yell sometimes
Truth is the truth and lies are lies!
But I remain calm instead,
coz I’m not a freaking monster!
You want perfection,
but my heart faces rejection,
I can’t tolerate all this commotion!
But I tell you,
And you must know,
That I will shine bright and tall!
I will flow with my decision,
coz I know I have brilliant vision!
The rest will fall in its place,
I guarantee
My success will slam you in your face!
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Author:
Nephophile(e) (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: This poem highlights the struggles I’ve been through. Ive had my share of constant conflicts with my mind and that always brought misery , grief and unhappiness in my life. The only solution to letting it all out was scribbling it on paper. Expressing my thoughts helped me heal and I’m happy to say that I’m out of it and I’m leading a peaceful, trouble free life at the moment . This poem speaks about the phase that turned my bright self into a GREY RAINBOW🌬🌈 I self designed the poster 🖤
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Sorry that you have suffered personal troubles and traumas, but many of us do at some time. Glad to hear you are in a much better place right now. Writing and sharing our thoughts certainly helps.
Indeed ! Bringing out all the pain and scribbling it on paper actually helps ease the frustration and anger. Truly poetry writing is therapeutic. Thanks for commenting ❤️
It's great that you have come so far and found peace, great work
Thank you ✨
ouch .. I doubt there is a single soul who believes they have not been here themselves .. pain, like beauty of course being a very personal thing .. Neville
We’ve all gone through this phase .. indeed! Thank you for reading 🧡
Very true ChrisLyn, we have all been through these trying times. Life comes without an instruction manual, so we're left to figuring it all out for ourselves. But...it helps to know that we're not alone, it's a common occurrence in these modern times. And writing poetry is a huge therapy and stress reliving tool. I've been writing over 20 years now. It's one of the biggest and most positive things I've done in my elder years. Excellent write ChrisLyn. 😉
Indeed it is ! Thanks for sharing and reading my poem🌟
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