drowning in memory

as you walk right past me all I want to do is grief . 
My heart hurts to much I can no longer take the heat .. 
seeing you’re okay makes me wonder why .. why did you leave me in this hole all alone so sly .. you raised me from my feet and took me in so deep you leaving was another one to defeat .. I no longer have no choice but to sit and cry . Until it is our actual time to say goodbye . I love you as I’ll continue to say , in another lifetime shall we meet once again .