Mirage

Like a mirage, you reflect in my mind

making me go through the grind.

glorious musings that we left behind

you are my love, one of a kind.

Staying afar like parallel lines,

to converge, there are no signs.

considering myself fortunate to survive

for the field of life has many mines.

It seems I’ve tied myself up in knots

I spend my days in your thoughts,

nights are either vaguely sleepless

or your dreams surround me a lots.

I am not a character of your fairytale

Just an interesting average male,

To forget you  is not easy for me

if you listen I can tell you in detail.

I would’ve fallen apart long back

fortunately, resilience is my knack

to pursue you without your assent

I may have to face some flack.

Just see the dreams that I weave

so enjoyable, it is difficult to believe.

Life without you remains a fantasy

Turning it into reality, help me achieve.

The stress is excruciating endlessly

It keeps me hammering senselessly.

But it still reminds me of my inspiration

so I keep living in your thoughts recklessly

I’ll be the good person that you deserve,

let's interact and  begin to converge,

I am not laying any claims on you.

In the future, if you ever wish to diverge.

The futility of this situation I despise,

take some trouble to make me realise,

your advice can help me feel wise.

or you help me in my evolution, otherwise.