Black and white
That's all my world is now
My world either is bright with all colours and all the love I have for those around me
or
My world is surrounded by darkness filled with hatred, anger and sorrow, like I'll never be okay again
But the one thing that is always the same is
the intense emptiness and overwhelming loneliness, I feel like I'll never belong anywhere and its been this way since I can remember.
Always left out, the friend that everyone needed for advice and comfort but would vanish when I needed the same.
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Author:
Seromine (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: May 6th, 2022 23:52
- Comment from author about the poem: how dark my world can be battling with depression and being on the spectrum.
- Category: Sad
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Comments1
I've never been diagnosed with Autism, or been perceived as on the spectrum, but many times in many situations; almost always have I been the one left behind by people that should have cared but never did. The only practical advice anyone can give you is do what you think is best, do what you want within reason, and despite the way you feel you are worth so much more than you think. I share your sentiments and I wish you the best.
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