Non-human

I feel less like a human everyday. I have never felt as though I was entirely human despite pretending I did. Everyday things seem to get more strange. I feel like an alien that looks human and appears to act human, however upon looking closer you realize that something is different- something is nonhuman despite the outward appearance. Everyone is a human being and I am an alien, or a robot, or any creature that could easily be mistaken for a human at first glance. People seem to look a certain way even though everyone looks different, everyone feels the same way even though everyone feels different, everyone but me. My classmates appear perfectly human, as if their flaws were handpicked to suit them in the best way possible. I do not feel like everyone else, I do not look like everyone else, my imperfections are not  perfect like everyone else. I am an imperfect creature in an unfamiliar world where everything appears as perfection.