Depths of Despair

From the murky waters of sorrow
I tried crawling back to the surface
Searched everywhere for a sliver of light
To get away from the endless blackness
Struggled hard with everything I got 
To break away from the suffocation
 Until I was drained and emptied
 And nothing else to strive with 

 But it wasn't enough and I was sinking 
Deeper into the dark with no escape
And when I knew I won't make it back up
I let go and embraced the shadows
Slowly slipping away into the obscure 
And it was calm with no more fears
Serene with no more uncertainties  
Only the silences of the unknowns

Beautiful is the bottom of the abyss
Delightful are the depths of despair 
 

                  Rojah