Distorted

Today i did something i shouldn't have 
I was clumsy about showing what was in my head
I cant decide what i should be doing next
Waiting everyday in search of something and found something else

Every thing i do connects me to u 
I don't know how annoying i am becoming for you
How can u pretend, even after u know how this all gonna end
I cant think of a reason Why i am still your friend

Even though u told me, u dont have feelings for me 
Why cant i still make mine's free?
I think i still hold them to dear 
Go to sleep everyday and praying for a magician to appear