I Thought I Knew You...

I thought I knew you...?

Silly me...

I don't know how I'm supposed to feel...? 

When everything you've led me to believe isn't really real...

I thought I knew you...?

But now I can't believe a single word, the lying has become quite absurd...

What happened to you giving me your word...?

I thought I knew you...?

It seems apparently not...

All this crap I'm getting from you is quite frankly driving me mad...

I'm feeling quite ill in all honesty...

I thought I knew you...

But here you stand not giving a dam, hurting me any way you can... 

Everyday I'm trying still to understand...

Have you ever really been my man...? 

I get nowhere talking to you...

You make me feel stupid when I do... 

I thought I knew you...

It doesn't seem to bother you at all that my dreams you've smashed against a wall...

I thought I knew you...

Only to learn there's nothing inside while your having your best time leaving me far behind...

This isn't the first time I've been dropped by you when there's a bigger better deal you think for you...?

It seems to be a thing you do, a pattern I can now see...

I wish it wasn't so but with you opportunities before loyalty...

You knock back everything I say & do...

Everything about me has become a problem for you...

I thought I knew you...

The resentment in your eyes tells me I didn't have a clue...

The way you speak to me is disgusting too...

The disrespect hurts like hell as well...

I thought I knew you...

You fill me full of self doubt, telling me no one wants me about...

I'm crazy confused because I have no clue as to why you do the things you do only to me...

But still say I love you...

I thought I knew you...

I thought you was special too...

Heartless is what you become, make me feel like I'm nothing, no one...

I'm not gonna take you back this time...

I promise you...

I thought I knew you...

Now I see you never really knew me...