I came to this world, because of your sacrifice.
I thought it'd be great, it wasn't too nice.
As it turns out though, they were made in vain.
All I found, was loneliness and pain.
I lived too hard, and couldn't find peace.
So my tortured lonely soul, I finally release.
I'll see you both soon, if you'll wait by the gate.
But they won't let me in, I left full of hate.
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Author:
Mugsdaddy (
Offline) - Published: June 6th, 2022 23:27
- Comment from author about the poem: This is the last poem I\\\'ll ever write. The kool-aid is made I drink it tonight. I\\\'ll sit in my chair and hide from the light. I choose darkness I\\\'m too weak to fight. Goodbye forever please don\\\'t be sad. Some days were good what fun I had.\r\nGet help if you need it and don\\\'t wait til the end to ask for it.
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I might be too young to say this but i think i can understand a fraction of what you were feeling when you wrote this very sad but beautiful poem. I've been in dark places as well, and although it doesn't make it any easier to know how others have been through long painful nights too, i hope you know you're not alone. There are times when we loose our faith in humanity and this world but, if it makes you feel any better knowing this, i will always strive to be a good person so that there's at least one in this earth. If you need help i encourage you to get it! And there's no shame in being in a weak moment, the shame is in staying weak. From what i read though, you've been strong and you've been fighting for a long time...
I appreciate the strength and faith in your word and your right this fight lasted too long. My sisters die both within weeks of their birth if either had live I would most likely never been born. My father resented me he always wanted a daughter he treated me with contempt. My mother followed his lead and was soured against even worse after he died. I was doing fine until a guy ran a stop sign and totaled my van which was how I made my living. I literally would be fine but that happened on March 2nd they finally paid off but the finance company will take 3 to 4 weeks to pay me and in the meantime the money ran out and so im on the streets as of today. I'm 55 with a broken back two broken ribs and a pinched nerve in my neck. I can't survive on the streets and the shelter is full. The problem is 400 dollars would have saved my ass but not one person was willing to help not one person cared. I normally would just keep my head down and push myself through. But it's the fact that NO ONE CARES just breaks my heart and I have been praying for death and I just can't wait any longer. We'll I just thought I would see if anyone here cared so thanks for that. But my time is up I've got to get moving I want to send a couple more goodbyes. Take care and God bless.
I appreciate the strength and faith in your word and your right this fight lasted too long. My sisters die both within weeks of their birth if either had live I would most likely never been born. My father resented me he always wanted a daughter he treated me with contempt. My mother followed his lead and was soured against even worse after he died. I was doing fine until a guy ran a stop sign and totaled my van which was how I made my living. I literally would be fine but that happened on March 2nd they finally paid off but the finance company will take 3 to 4 weeks to pay me and in the meantime the money ran out and so im on the streets as of today. I'm 55 with a broken back two broken ribs and a pinched nerve in my neck. I can't survive on the streets and the shelter is full. The problem is 400 dollars would have saved my ass but not one person was willing to help not one person cared. I normally would just keep my head down and push myself through. But it's the fact that NO ONE CARES just breaks my heart and I have been praying for death and I just can't wait any longer. We'll I just thought I would see if anyone here cared so thanks for that. But my time is up I've got to get moving I want to send a couple more goodbyes. Take care and God bless.
You've been fighting all this time... don't let it end this way...
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