The pain i hide in me, it must remain untold
Cause some people will not understand at all
Only my closest friends know of the secret that i hold
And they gently reach for me whenever i fall
They couldn't love me better, but i have to do my part
Grab their hand but use my own legs to stand back up
So i say to the girl looking at me in the mirror
As i lay my armour down and the scars couldn't be clearer
"If i learn how then I'll love you in every way
I promise you that i will save you one day
I'll find a way to heal all your nasty scars
And i will put together all your broken parts
And if you fall I'll do my best to pick you up
I'll light a candle if your eyes only see dark
And if the voice that says you're not enough gets loud
Then I'll scream louder of your worth and drown its sound"
They say the doorway to your soul is your own eyes
Mine are red and tired from all the sleepless nights
But that doesn't mean that i am not going to fight
Though some discourage me with sharpened words and lies
And if the times i fall amount to ninety nine
Then I'm going to get up one hundred times
There's no shame in feeling weak because you fell
I look at the mirror and i say to that girl
"If i learn how then I'll love you in every way
I promise you that i will save you one day
I'll find a way to heal all your nasty scars
And i will put together all your broken parts
And if you fall I'll do my best to pick you up
I'll light a candle if your eyes only see dark
And if the voice that says you're not enough gets loud
Then I'll scream louder of your worth and drown its sound
I know it's hard but try to have a little faith
I'm coming for you, so, a bit longer, wait
I'll learn to love you through the people who have cared
I'm coming for you so just find a comfy chair"
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Personal battles are the hardest. I love this, both as a poem but also as a blueprint for survival. Thank you for sharing.
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Never get upset over failure, it's the pointer to success. Never think everyone else is better off than you, they're not. No baby ever ran, so small steps it is, and before you know it, you've arrived.
That's right! We should keep trying our best because that's really all we can do. There is no shame in being weak, the shame is in staying weak. As my uncle always says "Just take baby steps".
And if the times i fall amount to ninety nine
Then I'm going to get up one hundred times
These lines are so motivational! Indeed it is very difficult to accept ourselves and love us for who we are. A very long journey to heal our selves, we ll get there someday, don't you worry!
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