What's Wrong With Me...?

What's wrong with me...?

I'm down in the dumps, Sleeping till noon...

Dreading the full moon...

Always feeling so cold, lack of iron in my blood...?

So I'm told...

I wonder what else I'm lacking because I'm so feeling old...

Drained from being, I'm only seeing the darkness in which I fall...

 I'd rather be a little miss know it all...

 No one I can tell...

No one I can call...

Oh what fresh hell is this...?

What's wrong with me...?

 I cant seem to get a grip on my reality...

Every cry, every why, everyday a different sigh,,,

 I can see & feel it all & that voice that keeps telling me what I have to do...

My inner spirit supports that little voice & wants to be set free...

But my ego keeps controlling & holding on to something that my spirit knows is long gone... 

But still my ego wont let go... 

To achieve what I just don't know...

What is wrong with me...?

I have no idea recently... 

I keep analyzing over & over again...

What is it that is going on...?

Pride, Denial maybe fear...

Seven deadly sins could be living right here Nothing is truly very clear...

All I know for sure is it's holding me back...

 But that is what I cant seem to crack...

I want so badly to find & understand what is going on with me...

I'm sinking to rise no more...

My courage, My strength seems to have had enough of the no follow through...

There's nothing more they can do...

 But I know that cant be true...

What's wrong with me...?

 I'm failing miserably to get where I need to get too...

What's wrong with me...?

What's wrong with me...?

Seriously what's wrong with me...?