illogical and irrational obsessive compulsive
exhausting rituals linkedin
with cognitive dissonance
(essentially unfounded worry
birthed courtesy far fetched circumstances)
exacts significant mental expense,
which logically and rationally
makes perfect figurative cents
nevertheless offers assigned therapist
Renee Cardone fits and starts increments
(as a licensed once in a lifetime talking head)
regarding helping yours truly,
i.e. mister re: man.
All thru mein kampf inferiority complex
analogous invisible muscular heft did flex,
quaking, hijacking, agonizing...
jinxed irrevocable hex
re: heredity did initially index
courtesy Boyce and Harriet,
who begat me
guaranteed, fixed, decreed...
courtesy accursed Lex
Lucifer mortal christened
Matthew Scott Harris – insinuated
jackknifed, kickstarted, limned,
machined, nixed, ordered... orifex
encompassing hardiest inscrutable
seminal entry point
penetrated zona pellucida, qua Rex
wrought flawed crown
faulty erroneous biological code,
within body electric mutation
fleshed out, I lament
analogous courtesy neophyte Unix
programmer wannabe, yes I hedge
to intimate biological event
upon impregnation sent
reproductive juices into action
miracle whipped processes
wielded unbeknownst advent,
whereby subsequent
cell division manifested,
albeit nine months later enfant
terrible asper:in,
this then buffer:in newborn gent
lo' within zygote,
every generic ingredient
already harbored yours truly
characteristic weaknesses full extent
unbeknownst until DNA blooper rent
birthed, thence as I developed absent
pronounceable kinks vis a vis
trademark characteristics became present
evinced thru behavioral, emotional,
interpersonal, neurological aberrations
costing me (lake dude...) woebegone descent
wretchedness faux forfeiting every moment
only recent (think today)
entire existence misspent
oddly enough even compromising
ability to serve meant
two daughters, (especially eldest)
decry horrible life pent
up with rage against human machine
referring to paternal birth parent,
whose pathetic example rent
asunder psyches linked with offspring
hence, I best ought to have
joined a convent (ha).
Twas really only late tete a tete,
In life of late bloomer
(scores of years ago with
Battle Axe and her henchwomen),
I realized fuller blown extent
house zing deplorable basket case...
Roman font typeface state
exhibiting absolute zero
scholastic quixotic poetic,
opportunistic, generic, athletic...
Homo sapien astride oblate
spheroid devoid of any
marketable skill doth resonate.
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I'm missing out on all this by not anticipating anxiety! heehee.
'All
thru mein kampf inferiority complex
analogous invisible muscular heft
did flex
quaking, hijacking, agonizing...
jinxed
irrevocable hex, re: heredity
did initially index
courtesy
Boyce and Harriet, who begat me
guaranteed, fixed, decreed...'
'illogical and irrational
obsessive n compulsive
exhausting
rituals linkedin with cognitive dissonance
(essentially
unfounded worry
birthed
courtesy far fetched, circumstances)
exacts
significant mental expense,
which
logically and rationally
makes perfect figurative cents, nevertheless
offers assigned therapist
Renee Cardone
fits and starts, in
increments'
'seminal entry point
penetrated
zona pellucida, qua Rex
wrought
flawed crown, faulty
erroneous biological code,
within
body electric
mutation
fleshed out, I lament
analogous
courtesy neophyte Unix
programmer wannabe, yes I hedge
to intimate
biological event
upon impregnation sent
reproductive juices into action
miracle
whipped processes, wielded
unbeknownst advent
whereby subsequent
cell division, manifested
albeit
nine months later, enfant
terrible asper:in,
this then buffer:in newborn
gent
lo' within zygote,
every generic ingredient
already harbored yours truly
characteristic weaknesses
full extent unbeknownst
until DNA blooper rent
birthed, thence
as I developed absent, pronounceable
kinks vis a vis, trademark characteristics became present
evinced thru
behavioral, emotional,
interpersonal, neurological aberrations
costing me (lake dude...) woebegone
descent
wretchedness
faux forfeiting every, moment
only recent
(think today)
entire existence, misspent
oddly enough
even compromising, ability
to serve meant
two daughters, (especially eldest)
decry horrible
life, pent up with rage
against
human machine, referring
to paternal
birth parent, whose pathetic example
rent
asunder psyches linked with offspring
hence, I best
ought to have
joined a convent (ha).
Twas really
only late tete a tete,
In life of late bloomer
(scores of years ago with
Battle Axe and her henchwomen),
I realized
fuller blown extent
house zing
deplorable basket case...'
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