I am alone

Vincent Forberger

 

Realizing something I had ignored for so long that I am alone. No matter how much I reach out to another I am forever alone. I gave to someone I cared for without question, it was against my thoughts atoll. Today I was born again with a door closing and another one opened. It is all painful and so it goes, the tip of another day in a world without hope. I struggle to find, what’s right, but I am again without hope. I felt its withdrawal and it was like a knife being pulled from a wound that was never condoned. But yet I couldn’t see it coming it was like a dream, as I sensed its pain and could do nothing to stop its deadly blow. I couldn’t say, I was a willing part, a solider of my demise, a hoping never to behold. I knew it was a lie, I knew no other love, but I kept a hope…a distant love, but nothing to atone. It was a love, it was a story, one that was so familiar a concept too old. I was romanced into stone and I was left all alone. I was so sad, only to be told, I was a fool, and I would never be atoned. I felt love so deep, I felt alive, I could only behold a time a life that could be so close, only to stand, but could not fold. I took it in a stride, I took a roll, in my hopes and dreams that I would have to fold. I reached out with only my words to try to hold a day of needed but no one was home. I reached out with a hope, a slalom divide that someone I loved was not taking me for a ride. The painful pit of fear a loss untold would once again pull apart my pride. So I sit and fester, I sit and hope, for a day I can say it will be ok. I can pray for the best and hope for the most will I be ok, since I haven’t had much luck. Is it ok, is it just my life, that I will once again lead with hope. I am alive, I am to toast others that love and are granted love caring and hope. So today, I rest, I try not to lie and I take a look into a big blue sky. Where dreamers dream and seem to float on a bed of dreams on a life to behold.

  • Author: Vincent Forberger (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 25th, 2022 06:35
  • Comment from author about the poem: -Vincent Forberger 03/10/2017 10:30am EST Avenel NJ
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Comments1

  • AL17

    Dear Vincent, your writing speaks volumes. At a certain point in our lives, we all face the sudden realisation that we may be alone.
    But happiness comes in waves, no one is always happy at all times in their lives. How would we know what happiness is if we didn't also experience the darker emotions that life brings to us?
    hope will return.
    Take care and keep writing.

    • Vincent Forberger

      Yes we all have certine amounts of darkness some less some more and some live a life with a lifetime full of pain. Life comes with strings that we can not see or know that could be it just happends and some it flows like waves into the beach smashing upon them over and over so we live life in different ways and hope for the best.



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