Again the lines blur

a thousand wishes

Used to be so scared  

of your rejection 

you'd mask it  and pass it off  

as your protection 

but then the lines blur 

Still I'm glad I'm stuck with her 

 

"Somethings wrong with you" 

I've heard it all 

 there's nothing you can say or do 

That will leave wondering how to cope 

Or come to terms with or to you 

 

I've been through hell 

No more stringing me along 

Shit I can't pretend to be well  

I'm done being alone with you 

 

I'm a lover not a fighter 

But again the lines blur 

Fancy myself a writer 

So again the lines blur  

 

What's my purpose in this world? 

Again the line blurs and I  

Remain unheard 

And unwanted 

 

It's not enough to make me hurt 

You're not enough to make me cry 

Maybe a quick face palm and a long sigh 

Not enough to convince me 

the world would be better if I died 

 

So go on, 

Cause I'm here 

And for once I do not fear you 

Funny that for once I can say 

I'm glad the lines blurred 

I'm glad I'm unheard 

But for once I am wanted 

 

I don’t need your shit 

I've been through hell 

I will never pretend to well 

Cause Its not my lie to tell 

 

And so again the lines 

  • Author: a thousand wishes (Offline Offline)
  • Published: July 7th, 2022 22:05
  • Comment from author about the poem: Hey guys! I couldn't get into my account but now I am back :) comment your thoughts
  • Category: Reflection
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  • tallisman

    Wondered what happened to you! I like the way you kinda moved full circle, going from being scared of rejection to being capable of it. Good write, T welcome back!

    • a thousand wishes

      Thank you! I'm glad to be back 🙂 Also I am glad you liked it

    • EmotionsOnwhitepaper

      I was able to feel them cause i have been through it too, you must have put your heart into this..

      • a thousand wishes

        I really did and I'm sorry you've been through it too. I get it trust me

        • EmotionsOnwhitepaper

          I trust you but why are you sorry 😂

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